June 26, 2009

Country Boys :)

Image and video hosting by TinyPic I wanna go for a ride in a big green tractor :). I love Jason Aldean this song is amazing.

June 23, 2009

it doesnt feel right

I don’t know I am really just confused about Evan right now
Like the first night we got back together everything was perfect back to the way it used to be but now somethings different we hardly talk at all like he doesn’t text me I have to text him first and even when we do text its like two words then he stops and I don’t hear from him at all idk maybe this was a mistake giving us another shot maybe we should just say goodbye I don’t know what to do but I just needed to vent a little before I go to work

June 22, 2009

goodnight<3.

is dreamin of sleepin next to you, baby im just sleepin to dream of you and i am so damn tired of having to live without you.

i’m not ready for monday.

                              

                                           Gr I hate Mondays!!!!!

                             

It’s like 8:30 in the a.m. and I def don’t want to get out of bed or even be awake right now but today is the start of my 60 hour work week and I am def not looking forward to it I am so tired and my body is so just blah and my mind is to from doing nothing but working 6 ten hour days every week. I NEED A BREAK like a long break. I can’t take it anymore or I am going to break. Yeah I like my job but I don’t want to be there all day everyday, ya I make lots of money but I really don’t need it. Ugh I just don’t want to go today I want to snuggle back up into my bed well I guess I really should get off of here and go take a shower cause I only have like an hour until I have to be to work but I am always late everyday anyway so I really don’t care.

June 21, 2009

Our love is like a song<3.

                           This boy is my heart and soul. My everything.

                           

I am the happiest girl in the world right now! Yay me and my Evbear are back together I love him so much and I never want to be without again. Evan as ridiculous as you are sometimes and as crazy as you drive me; I wouldn’t trade you or what we have for anyting.You mean so much to me Ev. The last thing I want to do is loose you or hurt you.Your more than amazing to me; every little thing about you makes me fall a little harder. I love your smile, laugh, how you know exactly how to make me smile, and just what to do to make me laugh even when I don’t want too. The longer I’m with you the more I come to find that a million days just won’t be long enough. Your mine, I’m yours, and it’s going to stay that way forever. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to fully put into words how I feel about you . But just to some it up , I love you Ev.